My Heart Is The Worst Kind Of Weapon<3

Tue, 21 Jun 2005 13:55:51 GMT

I haven't updated in ages..
I'm probably not gonna use this thing anymore...
I'll make random updates like this...

YAAY FOR SUMMER <3

<3kristina.

It's 6 am and I am sneaking out your back door...

Sat, 11 Jun 2005 18:16:15 GMT

current:
outfit: uhh carpis and a tank top
hairstyle: straight
jewelry: none

do you:
whine a lot: i have a vagina, of course i do
yell a lot: quite a bit actually
hate a lot of people: no i hate a certain special someone =)
have too many friends: you can never have to many friends.
want to die: when im older?
have a bf/gf: no....but i miss it
do drugs: caffine
wear dark colors: some of the time
dye your hair: sometimes

have you ever:
kissed someone: si
gotten drunk: si
talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yes plenty of times
left the country: yeaaah like 3 or 4 timse
had a party with over 30 people: not one that ive thrown
stolen something: mah burts bees
caught something on fire: yeah a chia pet =)
cheated on someone: i would never.
wanted to cheat on someone: duhh i mean you see some hottie walking down the street and your like DEAMN HOMIE YOU ARE FINE LET ME HIT! but i would never act on it.
asked someone out: yeah
had a dream, then the next day it happens: DE VA JU

last person:
you touched: alexa
you talked to: alexa
you hugged: bri i think
you kissed: i don't kiss and tell...or do i?
you instant messaged: myself
who broke your heart: ehh rather not say...

are you:
understanding: i can be
open-minded: lol sometimes
arrogant: not at all
insecure: pssh no i just hate myself for NO reason
interesting: im a little odd
hungry: hmph a little bit
smart: oh yes im your everyday fuckin EINSTEIN sp?
moody: im like effin bipolar
childish: yeah i can be
independent: very
hard working: when im not being muy peresozo
healthy: yeah. im an underweight bitch.
emotionally stable: yeah when im not like freaking out
shy: .
difficult: yes rather
attractive: nooope
bored easily: i entertain myself
thirsty: ACTUALLY VERY
obsessed: with acoustic music and __quotexwhore
angry: yeah
sad: not really
happy: ehh for the most part
trusting: yes
ill: yeah im like fuckin dying in this heat
talkative: sometimes im shy and then sometimes i wont shut the hell up
ignored: no i tend to yell so that gets peoples attention
reliable: yeah
self-discipline: yeah
sleepy: noo...
lonely: quite lonely actually

info about yourself:
what is your birth name? Kristina Marie Lee
what is your birthday?: March 2 1990
current age?: 15
do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no
how tall are you?: about 5'6
shoe size?: 9
brothers/sisters?: little brother
job?: no im poor

favorites:
what is your favorite band?: currently the spill canvas
color?: orange
soda? im in love with orange soda
music?: i like everything except hardcore screamo and country
stores in the mall?: i love trade secret.
ice cream?: vanilla
roller coaster?: OMG I LOVE THEM
candy?: swedish fish bitches
cd?: the spill canvas sunsets and car crashes
cookies?: OREOS
juice?: i like kool aid especially mrs ferrantos =)
holiday?: my birthday ;)
month?: july

in the last 48 hours:
cried?: yes
missed someone?: a lot
yelled at someone?: yesss
drove somewhere?: if i could drive i would
talked to someone on the phone?: yeah
been online?: yeah
smiled?: yeah
kissed someone?: nope
hugged someone?: yeah
last thing you ate?: cheeseburger

have you ever:
been in love?: in love with memories
kissed someone of the same sex: yeaah
been in trouble with the police? nope
hit someone?: yeah
broke something?: yeah
betrayed a friend?: it wasnt as bad as everyone made it out to be
played strip poker?: naaah
skipped school?: naah
stole something?: naah
shot a gun?: yup
broke something important?: yeah
smoked weed?: nope
dyed your hair?: yeah

okay last questions:
what is sitting next to you?: alexa
do you get along with your mother?: most of the time
favorite sport?: basketball
been in a plane?: yehyah
kicked your cat for the hell of it?: I HATE KITTIES
slept during class?: yeah
cheated on a test?: who hasnt?
are you bored of taking this survey?: not really
what time is it now?: 2:18
are you tired?: somewhat

P.S. I love how Allyson's picture is in the senior section of the yearbook. I also love how they spelled my name KRYSTINA. WTF A Y?!?!?!?!?!!?

Tue, 31 May 2005 14:42:30 GMT

Aside from getting sick and almost getting caught, this weekend was a lot of fun =)

<3kristina

Thu, 19 May 2005 01:23:21 GMT

Okay I drink, who doesnt?

But drinking between Monday-Thursday is retarded.
And also if you get drunk in the afternoon/morning.

thats all i guess?

<3kristina

Sun, 15 May 2005 22:16:49 GMT

i went back to old bridge.
and i miss it a lot.
i had a lot of fun.
the end <3.

its peanut butter jelly time.

Sun, 08 May 2005 22:44:27 GMT

wow i had a really really fun weekend.

friday night i went to cates house. first it was just me, her, and april. then april went home and travis, alyssa, and andrew came over. twas fun.

saturday i had to go to this ghetto communion party. atleast my cousin bre with there. i came home, got ready, packed, and went to bris house. alyssa and alexa were there already so we just chilled for a while and at 6 we went over to travis's. there we chilled with andrew paul and travis. that was sooo much fun. we killed a bee, and then paul ate it. we chilled, then got hungry so we walked to brothers. but trav and i got chinese food cause we are that cool. lol that was just the best walk ever. we got home and chilled on the trampoline and got busy. you know you like our moves, thats just how we do. we left at around 11...alyssa and i slept at bris house and we just talked for a long while and passed out.

i woke up at like 7:30 and i have no idea why. today we went to a couple of stores got some uh cards lmao. and then we chilled with mike and andrew. that always fun...and yeah that was my weekend...more or less =).

05.07.05<3 lmfao so much fun.

<3kristina.

Mon, 02 May 2005 22:47:18 GMT

Hmph. I haven't updated in like five days.
I feel like updating.
Now I have to remember what I have done in the last five days.
I was sick, that sucked.
Oh well, I think I will just start from the weekend because I remember that.

Friday
Court came over after school, and that's always fun. Then we were bored. We went back to her house so she could clean. Then Rob, Matt, and one of their friends came over and we chilled with them for a little bit. We later went to STEPHIE'S house where Travis decided to put a mushroom down my shirt. Can we say gross?
Anywho, I fell over in a chair there. I fall a lot.

Saturday
I just kinda chilled all day until Bri came and got me =). We went back to her house and decided to go to BIG T'S HOUSE. So it definitely started to hardcore rain when we were walking. So we ended up playing =).
Andrew and Mike were there...didn't really talk. But we called them when we got home and talked for like....2 hours? Then Bri and I kinda passed out, and uh woke up with scratches all over?

Sunday
Bri and I woke up, got ready, and got breakfast at Cracker Barrel. BURTS BEES <3. Then we came home, walked to BIG T'S house again. Andrew and Mike were there again. We didn't stay long cause my mama was picking us up. We went to the mall, got some milkshakes, came back to my house, ate, then took a lovely walk to Cate's house. I came to the conclusion that I love walking. Bri left around 7 and then I just talked to people on the computer.

I came to another conclusion. No matter what you do in life, you are going to let someone down. Live for the moment. No regrets. To be honest, I don't regret anything I have ever done in my life. You live, you learn.

<3kristina

stole this one from ms. jamie =)

Wed, 27 Apr 2005 22:25:44 GMT

*Favorite*
Movie: 10 Things I Hate About You
Class: Lunch, duhhhhh. But besides that ENGLISH
Celebrity: Ashton Kutcher. =)
Musical artist/band: you can't make me choose...
Time of day: 9 pm.
Color: orangeee
Item in your room: my computer (=
Hobby: I collect garden gnomes =)
Book: Scribbler of Dreams
Food: Idk....Pizza I guess?
Season: Fall or Spring
Holiday: Christmas..
Number: 4
Day of the week: Friday or Saturday
Amusment park ride: psssh the tea cups bit.
Candy: Swedish Fish or Crunchy m&m's

*Which one of your friends...*
Is the funniest?: they are all funny.
Has the nicest hair?: i dont know?
Are you closest to?: court, sam, alexa, bri, TRAVVV, and cate.
Have you known the longest?: samm =)
Do you see the most during the day: tim?
Do you gossip the most with?: everyone who listens to me =)
Is the craziest?: def me and court <3
Do you wish you'd see more often?: all of them.
Do you laugh the most with?: i laugh with all of them...duhhhh

*This or That*
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
Roses or lilies: Roses
M&Ms or Skittles: Skittles
White or Black: Black...
Night or Day: Night
Sun or Moon: Moon
Spicy or Sweet: Sweet
Wealth or Beauty: Beauty

Tue, 26 Apr 2005 23:33:20 GMT

and i think i just found my most favoritest lyrics.ever.

Heaven's not a place you go when you die, it's that moment in life when you actually feel alive.
So live for the moment<3

thats all.

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 19:33:49 GMT

wherewiLLibetomm: see life is a roller coaster
wherewiLLibetomm: it makes you throw-up, makes you pissed, makes you scared, when your new to it, it makes you cry
wherewiLLibetomm: your friends trick you to go on the ones you hate
wherewiLLibetomm: and you suffer
wherewiLLibetomm: but you know only after a little will you forgive them
wherewiLLibetomm: your friends are suppose to be the safety harness, saving you from falling out, but sometimes they dont work and you feel like your gonna fall out
wherewiLLibetomm: then theres that one friend, the clipped on one, who is always there to get you back on your seat, no matter how much you thought they were pointless
wherewiLLibetomm: and where do you when you get off a roller coaster, exactly from where you started... isnt that life

interesting, huh?

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 19:11:43 GMT

Yes well I am updating again.

I was thinking, and to me the best feeling ever is when you are waiting to go on a rollercoaster.
You're excited, nervous, and anxious all at the same time.
The ride can be long or short, fast or slow, go upside, give you a headache, or make you completely sick.
The second best feeling in the world is when you get off and its all you ever wanted it to be.
And even if it isn't...there is some ride that will give you that feeling.
I wish life could be as simple as ride a rollercoaster...or is it?

WOW I NEED TO STOP RIGHT THERE.

<3kristina.

Sat, 23 Apr 2005 02:53:11 GMT

I just got back from six flags.
And it was fun. Very empty, so there were no lines.
Of course there were those little kids who told me I was going to die on Free Fall.
Who the hell slips on a bridge in the middle of six flags? KRISTINA. Stupid rain and wood.
My throat hurts. Really bad.
That is all<3.

Oh yeah, my week was wondddddddderful =)....

<3kristina

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 01:02:24 GMT

Been There. Done That. Touched That.

medianoche fo' life.<3

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 22:45:23 GMT

lmmfao

"Would you ever hook up with a black guy?"

ommfg so fuckin funny i love you medianoche<3333333

Sat, 16 Apr 2005 14:10:42 GMT

Well this week was actually really good.
Monday mybri<3 came over. That's always fun because I love her=). She had to leave early though=(.
Tuesday Alexa came over and we did what we do best. Talk.
Wednesday Me, Travis, Alexa, Bri, and Court stayed after for the freshman girls' softball game. I think they are pretttty goood. But Stephie, you looked banging in that catcher's outfit=). My bri came over after the game and we took a long walk. Walking always=a good talk.
Thursday I did nothing but study for Mrs. McHugh test.
Friday I went to the dentist and came back to school in 4th block, which is my SRE. Bri came home with me, and then Alexa came over. Micah and Mahony later showed up. lmao...it was a looot of fun=).

"Is it true you want to lick this rock?"

Tonight I think I'm going to the play...we'll see what goes down.
My spacebar is like retarded. I hate it.

I'll update again in a few days I guess?...

<3kristina...

im confused.
(= wahoooooo other wayyyyy.=)

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 20:53:36 GMT

I dont remember the last time i updated....

I have been happy the last couple of days...can't really say why.
I know everyone feels like they are just not good enough at some point in there life...
But I don't want to feel like that anymore.
I am so not used to this...at all..

I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I really want to meet new people because honestly, I AM SO BORED.

Thu, 07 Apr 2005 22:26:40 GMT

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Well bitches Punta Cana was so fuckin awsome.
I wake up every morning and ask myself why i left.
I miss it terribly =(....

JORGE DIED. I love you Courtney, but you are a fish killer.
Yes that is right. Courtney killed Jorge. She should wear the scarlet letters FK for fish killer.
Stupid Bitch.

Anywho, if one more of you stupid whores says im orange i will cut all your hair off.
I know im orange, orange is my favorite color, i can recognize it.

I went to the eye doctor today.
I have to keep my "craters" in check. You know, You know.

My typing is really weird today. Oh welllllll....thats it..

<3kristina.

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 20:54:25 GMT

and we're off to punta cana.....

be back next monday=)

<3kristina

Fri, 25 Mar 2005 14:38:20 GMT

Wow, this was a good week. A really good week.
I mean yeah of course sometimes I got pissed, but it's me we are talking about here =).
Anywho, it was just fun
Last night Court, Bri, Cate, Erin, Travis, and I all chilled at Travis's house.
SOO MUCH FUN. Alexa didn't go because she has more fun chillin with Josh.
It's all good but I was sad because I wanted to say goodbye to her.
Yeah so we definitely jumped off of Travis's roof onto his trampoline.
I'm so small, I could fit into this little fur jacket that his sister wore when she was like 2 years old.
We even got it zippered.
We walked up to get pizza because Cate was about to die without food.
The walk home was fun "Here I am touching his penis!" LMMFAO I <3 COURT
We left around 8 because Travis had to pack and my mom wanted me home.
Court slept over last tonight and today I am going shopping AGAIN.
I've been shopping every weekend for the past 3 weeks. I love it =).
I LEAVE IN 2 FUCKIN DAYS AND I CAN NOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!

I'll update before I leave...

<3kristina.

Wed, 16 Mar 2005 23:19:31 GMT

wow i havent updated in like...five years.

okay so this weekend was fun. friday court slept over and we made our own cotillion which was pretty kick ass. zack came over, and he really likes to salsa. the next day zack came over again and we watched a project him karl matt and pantsy? made...that was pretty damn funny. karl, your performance really moved me. so anyway he left, mr h picked me and court up, and i went to courts that night. she got sick, i went home at like 9:30 and passed out. sunday i went SHOPPING for VACATION. let me tell you, i can not fuckin wait. no contact with anyone for 7 DAYS! no offense, but i need to be away from township. so yeah im really excited about that....actually....im more than excited. monday, we got out at one, me bri court cate and travis all hung out. that was fun...yesterday i chilled with alexa, court is here today. tomorrow im going to seriously come home and sleep, friday im not sure whats going on, but this is gonna be the last weekend i can actually do stuff...cause I LEAVE NEXT WEEKEND WAHOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! okay well im gonna go

<3kristina

Thu, 10 Mar 2005 00:53:53 GMT

....and I'm sitting here wondering....how much more can I really take?

</3

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 19:52:55 GMT

OMG THIS WEEKEND WAS EFFIN AWSOME!!!

Okay so Friday after school, I come home and I had absolutely nothing to do and everyone was busy. So I put my pajamas on at around like 6:30 and start hanging up some posters. Travis calls me and says he needs his movie because his cousins are like freakin out. So my mom said she would drive me over and was like "Put some clothes on." So i put jeans and a hoodie on and go over and Travis, Court, and Bri through me an effin surpise party. HOLY SHIT I HAD NO IDEA. I was so suprised and my present was Rich with bows on his nipples. Ohhhhhh yeahhh. So that night was a lot of fun we went ice skating on Travis's pool, went to the park, oh yeah and i inhaled like 98798738947985 balloons of helium. Definately had a major headache the next day. I got home around 11? and went to bed.

The next day I woke up at 10, got showered, straighten my hair and BRI came over. Always fun =) Alexa joined us a little later and we got ready for the FFL show. Court came over like 10 minutyes before and we left at 7...and got lost. BUT THATS OKAY. I made Court call Zack and he got us there. WE DEFINATELY SOLD DEMOS OH YEAH HOW KICK ASS ARE WE?! They were awsome, and One-Liner is reallllllly good, I liked them. Some moments of the night sucked because I absolutely hate bitches who tell people to shut the fuck up? But I definately loved it when Karl danced. Anyway, we got home a little after 11, got changed and LMMFAO HAD SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN. "He won't find out because we are all sexy, we really are." "Cate what are you carrying?" "Blankets what do you think!?" "I don't know dead bodies?!" LMMFAO SO EFFIN FUNNY. "Look guys I'm like a crab!" "Bri you need some gatchies? No nvm...I have crabs....want some?"

SO MUCH FUN I LOVE YOU BITCHES SO EFFIN MUCH F5<3333333333333333333

Fri, 04 Mar 2005 21:48:19 GMT

okay so tim and i get really bored in SRE and this is what comes of it.

Robert Boyle invented matches
Lawrence Luellen invented Dixie cups
William Russel Frisbie invented the frisbie
Thomas m. Fink invented the neck tie
Albert Giblin was the real person to invent the toilet
and Arthur Scott invented paper towels.

more will be on your way shortly =)

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 20:01:19 GMT

Well, this birthday has been an okay one actually.
Tuesday i went to zacks house and he gave me his gift which i loved =)
yesterday was my birthday and courtney got me a fish and i named him jorge.
i got ot school adn i got three balloons, a doughnut, coffee, and a whole bunch of cards
then my mom took my court and my brother to see hitch. omg such a funny movie
then we went to fridays. that was fun too. they sang to me.

dont you just hate people who do things for attention?
i do. =)

<3kristina.

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 18:37:11 GMT

Well what a week huh?

I can't remember all that happened, I guess I want to forget it?
What I do remember perfectly was yesterday!

Okay so as you all know we had a 2-hour delay.
Personally I think school should start that time everyday.
After school, I had to go get x-rays.
On the way home, my mom dropped me off at Bri's<3 house.
We talked and..."What if we light something on fire?" lmmfao.
Alexa =) came and we chilled, then went to Alexa's house.
That was so much funn! "It smells like straight up sewage in this house!"

We ate pizza, than my mom came to pick us up so I could get my stuff to sleep at Alexa's.
Got my stuff, went back to Alexa's, got changed, and if I told you what we did next you would not be able to handle it. =)

After all of that, we watched The Girl Next Door. "IF YOU DON'T FUCK HER I WILL KILL MYSELF!" wtf lmmfao.
That was such a wierd movie, I didn't like it.
I was tired so we went to bed.

Woke up, ate breakfast, and watched DROP DEAD FRED!
omg I absolutely love that movie. I used to watch it all the time when I was little.
"Shit yah self?", "THE MEGA-BITCH!", and so many more.
I showered, got ready, and my mom picked me up at around 1 because I'm going to my Aunt's for the weekend.

four days <3

<3kristina.